Depression

When life begins, the world is beautiful. Your curious about everything and the simplest things seem to amaze you. You know you are loved. Life is wonderful to you. And all you want to do is grow up. But then you do grow up. And you start to realize that life isn't all that beautiful. The storm clouds roll in and now memories haunt you. The pain, loneliness, and hopelessness is all you seem to feel. And the darkness surrounds your world now. You feel like your drowning but see everyone else around you breathing. The depression starts to overwhelm your very being. Nothing is fun. And it almost seems as nothing is funny, or makes you laugh anymore. Then you stop caring. You feel that nothing matters anymore. And that there might not be a future. The ache in your heart never eases. It almost feels as if a big black hole has been punched through your chest. And it feels as nothing helps. And who you once knew, you don't seem to know anymore. And who you once were, you are no more. And the sorrow wins. This is what life is like with someone with depression.